Hubby & The Prince are out and about and I am alone this morning.
Alone with my thoughts.
Today was my due date three years ago.
I should have a three year old birthday party to get ready for. I should be stressed and tearing my hair out to have a party so soon after Christmas and with a fairly newborn baby in the mix.
Though I am feeling a bit lost in "what might have been" thoughts I am nonetheless feeling very happy.
It's a new year with new hope.
I am not sure what to hope and pray for now.
As I (and The Prince) get older the practicality of another baby diminishes. My life as it is now holds great joy and comfort and I start to get fearful of "overturning the applecart" so to speak.
So I leave it as an open ended prayer and wish for the year...
I hope and pray 2009 brings joy and happiness and growth like I could never imagine for myself and my family.